4 AM, i am awake. Bloody Bloody Bloody hell.
Why am i awake, because my trainer thought it would be a great time to text me back, about the question i asked her at 8.30 pm last night. It was a good answer, but one that could have happened at maybe the earliest of 6 am, when i would have actually been awake!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh Sigh Sigh. Now my head is awake, now i am thinking about the day ahead. Now i am thinking about writting. Now i am procrastinating. I think at 5.30 am in the morning, while my dog snores on the couch and my partner snores in our bed, i am allowed a little Procrastination.
I got up and our fire from last night is still going making our house really toasty and warm. My favourite feeling in the winter time.
Most mornings when i wake up, i feel the blessings of day. I say gratitudes for what i have.
I am grateful for the warmth of my fire.
I am grateful that my dogs came inside and didn’t want to play.
I am grateful for the roof over my head.
I am grateful that i am sober and didnt wake up with a hangover.
I am grateful that i do not have to feel the shame and remorse anymore.
I am grateful that i have love in my life.
I am extremely grateful for waking up this morning.
Happy Friday everyone. Xxxx