Today i stood up for myself. Well not stood up just had my say. I have had a bit of an on going drama playing out, and i am not up for drama, its boring, its destructive and its extremely negative.
I am about Peace, Harmony and Tranquillity. If someone doesn’t like you then that is up to them, but when that person uses their words to be try and take you down, i am not just going to lay down and take it any more. I used to just ignore the problem and hope it would go away, but this time something snapped inside of me.
My inner strength glowed bright for the first time in a long time, and i allowed my scorpion sting to lash out.
I went to my Pilates class this morning, did my breathing, stretched out my tense muscles and decided i was going to put on my fabulous to go with my fabulous saying. I was not going to let anyone take away my self confidence. I am already good enough at doing that to myself.
I do not often put on my face. My mother always told me less is best, so i kept it simple, which i have learnt in my 12 step practice, funny how small sayings keep you on track.
I finished my work day on a high, rushed home in my excitment of getting away for the weekend.
Coming here to our retreat, recharges me and keeps me accountable.
Its freezing here. There is snow up in the mountains, but we have such a great glamping set up that i am toasty as i sit outside in our camp kitchen, writting this to you all.
I could sit inside under the warm air conditioner or even in front of the oil heater, but its nice sitting here, with my fiancee and my fur baby. We have friends here in the park, who have been for a visit and have now gone back to their van.
We all love driving just a couple of hours to get away from our houses, our normal lives to relax and unwind. Have some fun for the weekend instead of just the house work and the gardening.
This weekend there will be no tasks, just getting back to nature and loving where i am for right now.
Happy Friday everyone hope you all have a great weekend. Xxx