In my life i have always tried to keep it simple, in my mind it’s been simple, but really i have complicated a lot of things that didn’t need to be complicated.
Over thinking has been a defect of character that has cause much stress in my life. It is a work in progress this recovery. I have been in recovery from somthing for over twenty years.
It’s time now to let go and let god ( or my understanding of a higher power) guide me. Just let myself be.
I think ( yes over thinking is a defect, but we still do it), that in my recovery from myself i have to accept things as they are. People who are often in addiction to or even early recovery want everything to run smoothly, we need to be in control, its what we think will keep us sane. In fact it actually makes us a little insane.
Everything happens for a reason good and bad, evey thing and every person is put on our path to teach us something, or to guide us. The above picture was the very first pintrest picture i saved to my Lightbulb moment board.
When i saw this it was a sign that i am on the right path and heading in the right direction. My life isn’t just stepping stones now, its a pathway.
Today was productive with getting things done, even though i wanted to do nothing.
I did enjoy a lazy breakfast with coffee and reading the Sunday paper. My only real laziness today.
Short work day tomorrow, so i will work on our invites and keep it simple.
