Day 287 Days of Recovery from Procrastination

My hubby to be can walk into the house and within seconds i can tell what sort of mood he is in, just from his body language. I can also usually sense the emotion in the universe around me too.

Sometimes i think i am too super sensitive to others emotions and feelings, i wish sometimes i could just turn off the button and have nearly no feelings at all. It would be nice just sometimes not to be able to think about other’s, feel their emotions, just be mute.

Unfortunately thats not how i am programed. Many years ago my daughters father taught me how to read others body language and it fascinated me, so much that i made a point of becoming a observant people watcher. I love watching others when they are not looking or they think your not looking. I have become good at observing.

Though it has made me question myself fairly often at my choice in boyfriends and even in some cases friends. I think my ego was at play then not my intuition. My intuition was talking, but my ego was louder, making me not listen.

Now when ever i feel bad energy, i move away from it. I do not like to stay near it. We had a border staying with us and the tension in our house was always high, because of this persons negitive energy, now we have a positive border and our home feels calm.

Working in a complex environment sometimes makes my energy levels flag, because there is so much positive and neative energy working all the time, sort of pulling and pushing, not standing still, just constant, that it drains me and energizes me at the same time. Its sometimes hard to keep up with.

My working weekends are always high energy. Sleep time now to reset my clock and to have the energy to start a new day tomorrow.

Author: Lightbulb Moment Recovery Coach

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