Today i was grateful for waking up and not being as sick as i was yesterday.
Yesterday is a blur of snotty tissues and sleeping. Some Netflix, but mainly snuggling with the smallest dog on the couch, while the big dog slept on the floor next to me.
Today i made the decision to get up, do some house work and go to work. Did i struggle, crap yes, but on the plus side i will feel even better tomorrow.
I have also written out all wedding invites, applied stamps and they are ready to go out tomorrow thankfully.
Very productive day really.
I often forget this, and over the years wished i could be better or do better or be that other person people want, but i am realising i really like who i am, where i have been, what i have done and what i have seen.
For so long, my procrastination of who i am has held me back. I dont even know why i have procrastinated about it so much. I have missed opportunities because of my lack courage in myself.
My artist ability has been what i have hidden the most, and with being busy with life with my epic week and my cold, it makes me realise i have missed my writting, and that i can not let it sit in the background any more.
So my tasks for tomorrow will be.
1. Look into proper writting classes to help me polish my writting skills
2. Send off all the wedding invites.
3. Do some writting.