The above picture is a sobering reminder of what i should do about my procrastination.
I am a sober person, because that was my life choice. 24 years ago i made that choice and i have worked very hard to continue to be the sober woman i am now.
Its not always easy living in a world, where you have to feel every harm, or celebration without having a drink. Sometimes, just sometimes it would be nice to slip into the relm of darkness just to forget just for a little while what is going on in your head, but the only problem is when you wake up you have a sore head and the problem you may have been escaping from is now worse.
My procrastination has been sort of an addiction, coupled with depression, they have feed off each other. It is not something that would drive me back to picking up that first drink again, but it is a reminder that my addictive personality is always working.
I have never seen anyone procrastinate so much that they were happy, successful or smart either.
Life choices are either you do! Or you don’t! It seems simple, but it’s not always. Our brains have this tricky way of testing us. I am getting smarter at my choices.
Today i am still not feeling 100% so i have only been to my AA meeting.
Tomorrow my tasks will be
1. Two hours of work
2. More rest.
3. Finish listening to my book.