My week has been so busy and noisy not only in my work environment but my head too, that i have come home for the last three days and kept the house in silence.
Usually when i get in my car i have the radio on, i come home and turn the tv on just to have background noise, but not in the last few days, i have craved silence. My tv has been turned on about 8.30 pm, and i have picked up my tablet to do my writting, but because of the noise i have not been able to concentrate.
My work environment this week seems to be noisier than usual. I have had to listen to so many different personalities and listen to those who have many personalities, which has been both exhausting and defending and it has felt like explosions in my ears.
I am only five weeks out from my wedding and my brain feels like all it has been doing is revising everything that needs to be done before we get to the day.
So when i have come home, i have done what is needed, talked to hubby to be about our days, wedding plans, cooked tea and sat on the couch. No other noise in the background. Even my dogs barking has been too noisy and i have done what i can to keep them quiet.
I usually crave the noise, as i am a very social person, but Pablo is correct, i have needed some silence to be able to let my creativity flow.
Today i have done a couple of hours work, come home and started pottering around doing things that has needed to be done.
I am sitting here after eating my lunch i can hear hubby to be and his mate talking out the back, and the feeling of wanting to write has finally come.
Now that i have accomplished this one task i want to do every day, i can get on with the rest of my day and house work.
I am still going to do it in silence for the rest of the day. No music, no tv to distract me.