Today i wanted to wake excited and get lots of things done, but i woke up really tired.
Today i struggled to find motivation, struggled to get things done.
Today this is how i felt. I dont want to run away from my life per say, just the over consuming thoughts of weddings and other outside factors.
I came home from work and forced myself to do a few things, but i also honoured my body and let sleep over take me for a few hours.
I know that if i sleep to much its not good for me or my mental health, but my body hurt today too.
Waking up, i was able to complete some of the small tasks that i had set myself, such as changing the bed and doing the one thing i really procrastinate about and that is doing the ironing.
Today wasn’t a great day, but i am glad that hopefully tomorrow will be better.