In the world of recovery, we hear “we were sick and tired of being sick and tired”
Well i am sick and tired of the self pity that i do on myself. My crown has fallen off by its self. Nobody pushed it. I did it myself.
I have bloody tripped over it to many times now! Time to straighten it up!
In my recovery from Procrastination i am relearning how much of a strong woman i have been, and how i have slipped a bit, crying out, trying to be a damsel in distress.
But alas it doesn’t really suit me, that damsel in distress hat. I am a warrior really.
I have always stood up brushed myself off and got on with it.
Negative thoughts have dominated me and brought me down, but that’s it!
Enough is enough!!!!!!!!!!
No more talking about change, i can only change if i change not because anyone else wants me to change.
This is me. Holding my head high moving on.
When i was a little girl growing up, i was always told to hold my head up and look straight ahead. Dont droop your head and only look at the ground, because if you do that you will not see what is ahead of you.
I have hung my head in shame and pity for too long now. My body is telling me, its had enough. It needs the stress to be lifted.
Life is simple, i have have to remind myself of this everyday. I need to make it my mantra.
One day at a time, one moment at a time and recovery is possible if you just remember;
Keep it simple and life will be better.