Procrastination has not been my problem, these last few day, but mental mush has been.
Pretty much between thinking about my up coming wedding and work, it hasn’t left enough room in my over crowded mind for anything else.
I start to create something in my mind then get side tracked by other more pressing thoughts.
1. Do i have enough decorations?
2. Is everything paid for?
3. Will my dress look good enough?
4. Will there be enough food?
You know all the stupid questions that run through any nearly wed woman. I can now understand why, women become bridezilla’s. It’s amazing the amount of stress we put ourselves under.
Throughout the last few months i have been learning, not only not to procrastinate so much, but re learning how to breath and take everything in my stride. Learning to let go and take my hands off the wheel and let things happen, as they should, without my trying to control everything.
Bring on 22/02/2020 when i am finally a bride and the day is finally here, and my brain can have a rest.
