For many years my ego, made me self centered, but at the same time my confidence in myself was at a all time low.
It was a struggle to balance out the two. Reining in my ego and learning to be more compassionate with myself, only happened after hitting the wall and knocking myself out.
My recovery from my breakdown, has been a struggle, some good days, a fair few bad days, but many days where it has been manageable i felt like my old self.
Now in my recovery from Procrastination i am learning to be my true self. Like any recovery we have to learn new things.
I am learning to have confidence and trust in myself again.
Learning to have a healthy ego, one that isn’t self centered or out of control.
I have learned where my place in the world is and i am very happy with that place.
Learning a new routine, and learning to say no as well, instead of being a complete people pleaser is helping.
Keeping it simple one day at time.